Eww

Eww

I've been seeing everyone differently now. 

I've been seeing every flaw in them.

Every dent, carved from the good inside them.

Every little nuisance and annoyance.

Every phony word.

Every time they talk my head begins to hurt. 

It makes me want to vomit. 

Maybe on them a little. 

Like every word that is ever even spoken by them is what they think will make them cool. Like every action is how they want to act and not actually who they are. Like every time they dye their hair, or change their accent or get new friends, they're just reeking of impostor intentions.

I miss bright eyed people, with unspoiled intentions.

I miss people who see a world of hidden beauty.

I miss people who couldn't hide their true soul.

I miss people who could leave a piece of themselves inside me.

I miss people who are worth missing.

I'm sick of these phonies who are drowning in their own self pity and teenage angst.