Because...

Because...

I'm sorry that I can't just "not."

That every urge, everyone else.

Gets in the way, of us making any progress.

I'm typing this here because...

I'll never tell you to your face.

I'll never tell you about him,

or that other guy,

or the one after that.

I'll never do that.

Because in the scheme of things,

 It's not worth it.

I'm typing this here because...

One day I think you'll find out.

How I really am and all,

And you'll want an apology.

But I'll have already given one.

And you wont even know.

So, 

Sorry.